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In today's episode, we talk to the incredible Avalon Kisbey, a Master Tarot Reader, Oracle, and designer. Avalon specializes in guiding individuals through complex relationships, business decisions, and spiritual growth using her profound tarot knowledge to address intricate love interests and twin flame connections.

Highlights

• 00:00 - Introduction 
• 01:36 - Meeting Avalon Kisbey 
• 03:58 - Avalon's intuitive manifestation backstory 
• 10:16 - Yulia's intuitive manifestation backstory 
• 11:48 - Manifesting the relationship you want 
• 17:01 - Manifesting business results 
• 19:15 - How to use tarot for manifestation 
• 22:10 - Intuition & facing obstacles 
• 24:45 - Positive mindset to face struggles 
• 27:50 - Manifestation techniques 
• 33:20 - Favorite tarot cards 
• 34:49 - What's next for Avalon 
• 37:28 - Thanks for watching! 

Full Transcript:

Yulia: Hello beautiful souls. So here you are today with a beautiful, beautiful guest. Her name is Avalon Kisbey, and I got charmed by her voice, honestly, when they were scrolling one time in social media. And I went through her interesting channel, and she's a true channel as well. And I was just drawn to reach her out.

And right now she's with us. So, Avalon, could you let us know more about you? What you are currently interested in? What you are studying? What are your deep areas of study at the moment?

Avalon: Oh, thank you so much, Yulia, for inviting me on here. It's such a privilege to have been invited. So, very much, very, very much seen as a tarot reader, but of course I'm so much more than that, okay?

So, um, awakened as a child. Came down here awakened, um, with many, many gifts. And then I found through my teenage years and maybe my young adult years, a lot of those, um, gifts seems to, I, I seem to put a lid on them and squish them down. Um, and it wasn't until in my forties, I had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening where, um, many of my gifts over the last number of years have been returned to me and not just returned to me as they had been as a child, but more profoundly.

So. So more in tune. So as far as, um, my studies and the things that I'm very, very interested in, yes, like I say, you, you will see me presenting tarot, but actually very involved in, um, celestial energies. I haven't studied astrology, but I can feel that the shifts of energies, um, you know, when there is new moons, full moons, uh, planetary alignments.

You name it, I can feel it quite a bit in advance and I can usually predict the type of energies that will come through at that period of time. I'm also, um, a gridkeeper, so I'm someone who has been, um, called, um, by my oversoul to visit certain areas of the world and, um, at certain points in time to work in those particular areas.

And that's definitely been something, um, on my life path here as well. So as far as, you know, what I'm really, really into, I'm into manifesting, um, law of assumption is a huge one for me. Um, traveling when I'm asked to by spirit and, um, just being very in tune with the surrounding energies.

Yulia: That's very interesting.

So if we go to that manifestation, you say that that's your real area of study today. So can you give us examples? What did you manifest in life? And do you have maybe a specific framework which you could share with us?

Avalon: Yeah, I absolutely can. So, um, wow, I don't even know where to start because I have so many examples of manifestation in their extremes.

Um, for instance, Um, it would have been a number of years ago where I was completely homeless. I had two little children and I had, well, I suppose I should give you a little bit of backstory. So, I was raised in a very religious household. And my parents, um, when I was 15, they had picked somebody that they wanted me to marry.

And at age 18, At age 18, that's when I was married to, to this person. Very kind person, very kind, but I was unhappy within the marriage. And, um, did decide to leave the marriage, but there was nowhere for me to go because, because I've been raised in that community, that was the only community that I ever knew.

So ended up with my two children, our little bags, and, um, asked a man from a hotel if, if we could just spend a couple of nights there. He understood the situation and he allowed us to stay there a long story short, um, a long story short, I am now in a beautiful, beautiful seven bedroom time that I own, um, have my own mortgage on and, um, it's, it's, it's beautiful.

It's like a dream house. If I was to show you pictures of it, people would be like, Oh boy, not, not this room necessarily, but other rooms be like, wow, this looks like something from a magazine. It really does. So yes, did I manifest that? And I did. I manifested it by taking the little steps that I was told to take through my own intuition along the way.

So my intuition has always been my guide in life. Um, so

Yulia: I'm sorry for interrupting. I'm so interested in that intuition. Just like quickly, your intuition told you the next step and the next right step to do. Is that what you are seeing here?

Avalon: That is exactly it. So did it go from knowing what to do when I was homeless?

To wow, you're going to get a seven bedroom home. No, it didn't show that way. It was literally taking by the hand and baby stepping me along. And some of those baby steps, uh, required me to take very, um, scary actions that I was living over in the UK at the time. And then, and then Spirit said, okay, it's time, it's time.

Well, not spirit. I actually had a very, very, very vivid dream where my grandmother came to me and she said, okay, it's time for you to move to Canada. And, um, at the, uh, it was so incredibly vivid. She packed up my suitcase at the end of my bed and she says, you need to go now. And then

Yulia: Oh my God. When you see it, I'm just having shivers.

You know.

Avalon: In my dream, I was conversing with her and I was saying, well, I don't have money. I don't have a job. I've got nowhere to live. I don't know what I'm going to do. The children, I need the permission from their dad. To, to move to a different country. How are we going to do this? And everything unfolded for me.

And I did, I made the move over here and it was from moving over here and working here that I was then able. And it was like, it was baby steps to it. When I came into this house, um, it was out of my budget. It was out of a budget that I could potentially afford. I stood downstairs and spirit said to me, this is your house.

And I was like, I don't know how I'm going to do this. But Spirit's saying this is my house. So he said that to the realtor and he was able to make a deal with the sellers at the time who were desperate to sell, they'd got another house that was made for them, they were carrying another mortgage, didn't want to carry two mortgages.

So they actually helped to fund me to, to get this house. So, you know, it was, it was so many little things along the way that

Yulia: Synchronicities, you mean, right?

Avalon: Pardon?

Yulia: It's just like synchronicities. When you start living with your intuition, it's kind of you step into that realm of synchronicities.

Avalon: Absolutely. Absolutely. So that's one, one thing that was one of many. I would say my most recent, and it is a very, very beautiful story, is, um, and it is tied to the tarot and, and, but tarot and being on social media. I was, um, I had a message through spirit or intuition that said to me, if you're invited to go on vacation, say yes.

And I was like, well, that's a strange, that's a strange thing to say, but okay. And two days later, my sister who lives in the UK and my aunt invited me to go and stay with them. And it was in, um, a little town that I had grown up in over there. And I hadn't been back to visit for almost 30 years. And I'd always said, if I ever went back there, then I would love to go visit the home that I was raised in over there.

It has such lovely memories for me, and I've always been very connected to it, and I've actually dreamt about it many, many times. So, after arriving, actually, within, within two or three hours of me arriving, the very first thing that I did was go and walk by the house. to go see it. And my intention had been to go knock on the door and to say, you know, I used to live here.

Would it be okay? You know, would it be okay for me to take Pete? I thought that might be a bit invasive. So, but almost every day I'd walk by it, but a week before I was to come back to Canada, spirit said to me, if you don't do this now, you won't, you, you, you will really regret it. And you will have missed a vital opportunity.

What I did instead is I wrote a little note and I popped it through the mailbox and I left my email address on there and I said, you know, I did grow up in this house, you know, have very fond memories of it. If you would like to learn more about the people who used to own this house, then do feel free to email me.

Two days later, I got an email from somebody called Stephen who had purchased the house and they said, do you know, and they said my mother's name and I said, yes, of course that's my mother. And he said, well, that's who I bought the house off of. And I've lived in this house ever since and have raised my family here.

And he said, would you like to come for tea on Sunday? Of course I said, yes. And I was very excited, I couldn't figure out why I was so excited. Yes I was excited to see the house, but actually for some reason I was really excited to see Stephen, which made no sense to me at all. So I actually went out and I bought a brand new dress for it, and walking up the hill towards the house, it's a corner house, I was like, I was just so incredibly excited.

The first words that Stephen said to me when he opened the door was, Welcome home. We went in, and we are in a relationship now, and we have been.

Yulia: Oh my God. I just want to say that is if you're just like romantic partner, it's just like . I was already predicting it when you were speaking the whole story. Yeah, so that is, it reminds me, it reminds me truly how I got married actually to my husband.

It was not meant to be. We were from different countries.

Avalon: Yes.

Yulia: I'm sorry for interrupting, but I have to say.

Avalon: I'd love to know.

Yulia: So, uh, he, he's from Israel. I'm from Siberia initially. So, and I just like, I could never even think that I would meet a guy somewhere outside. It's not promising, you know? So, and I remember how I went to Tony Robbins event to, to Spain and somehow I also had these internal voice like, go to the fountain.

I just don't know why. And there was the fountain there. Just go to the fountain.

And there he was standing, but I even didn't approach him, I didn't even notice him. And another guy, whom we were kind of friends at that moment, there on the event, we already befriended each other at that moment, he introduced us. But it was so clear, go to the mountain, uh, to the fountain.

And So speaking to me like what you said and I was also very excited to go to the fountain.

Avalon: So can you imagine if we hadn't listened to our intuition?

Yulia: Yes.

Avalon: We hadn't those little tiny promptings that we're given and you wonder to yourself, okay, is this my imagination or is this? Or is this, like, for real? But imagine if I hadn't gone to the UK, or I hadn't put the note through.

Yulia: Oh, it's so true. I, I still remember how I went even to that event, and I was just like, I even, like, I didn't know why I didn't go there. Something, like, was dragging me, like, I just couldn't understand what it is, you know? So, I didn't connect it.

Avalon: Exactly that. So, so manifesting, and, and I, I've been, I've been by myself for seven years, at that point, and I was okay with it.

I was perfectly fine to be okay. To me, I'd set my path, um, that I was going to be on, um, you know, I call it my high priestess journey, where I was totally focused on my spiritual journey, and that, that, that was it. However, I had been told My spirit, you know, um, a few months prior, you've achieved all that you can achieve on your own now.

How would you feel about being in a relationship? Which I was very reluctant to be in at that point because I was actually very happy to be by myself. There's a different dynamic that comes in. There's different learning that you can experience there. through being in a partnership, and that was what Spirit wanted me to do next on my journey.

Yulia: That's so true. That's so true. When you experience it on your own, it's one level of experiencing, right? But when you are in relationships, it's like everything is tripling. I don't know. It's like quintessence of everything.

Avalon: Absolutely. Absolutely.

Yulia: It's not bad.

Avalon: Absolutely. So, and I had, I was very strict with Spirit, or the universe cause the universe, you know, they can, the universe can, they like to play practical jokes sometimes, right?

So it was very strict. It was like, okay, it needs to be, if, if I need to be in a relationship with someone, then they need to have these qualities and, and, first brought a few people to me and I was like, no, thank you. Like, no, thank you, but no thank you universe. You know, um, I'm not, I'm not willing to go down that road.

Absolutely. No. So I was very adamant, you know, if it was going to be, if I needed to be in a relationship with someone, it was not going to be a struggle. So.

Yulia: Wait, did you have some kind of a least like description, uh, of that one, that, that perfect man for you?

Avalon: So it was more so not a physical description. So it was more qualities of person.

So it was interesting cause university. people to me and I would be like, and I would never say this to them. I'd never say it to them, but to myself, I'd be, and to Spirit, I'd be like, they're beautiful in this way, but you know what? If they don't have a job or something, then that's, it's important for me that, that somebody has, um, you know, is involved in their career and, and is, um, very responsible.

Yulia: Wait, wait, wait. I am sorry. I just, I really want to understand the process. So you have the least qualities, but let's say, um, a lady right now or a guy, they are also struggling in relationships. And you know, many times we sit with a blank page. We don't know what to write. How would you walk them through our beautiful souls here who are listening to us? How can you start this process?

Avalon: Okay, so.

Yulia: With a blank paper.

Avalon: So this is, this is what I do. I actually do have a journal as well that I write in and I write in it every single day. Um, not so much for relationships now, but for other things that I'm pursuing. But back then, you know, I would write in, um, so first of all, what you would want to do is you would want to figure out what is your dream reality and make that very, very clear.

What is your desired outcome? So I would, I would go there, figure out what the desired outcome is And then work back the way. Um, and then, and you can change that, you know, often we think that there's something that we want. And then when it's presented to us, you're like, actually, I forgot something. I should have put this in there as well.

Right. So, so you can change it anytime, but I would write out affirmations every single day. That, that it had already happened. So, that I was in my dream relationship. That this person loved to be a provider. That they were in their masculine energy so that I could sit back and be in my feminine energy.

Um, that they would be kind, they'd be loving. We would also have the chemistry that, um, you know, makes things so wonderful. Um, all of these, all of these things. I wanted them to, I'm, I'm a very, um, involved mom. Although my children are all adults, we all live in the same town. And I wanted somebody who would be understanding of that.

And quite frankly, Stephen is, is the identical, is identical to me in every way. Um, people say when they see pictures of him, yes, how similar we are in looks. But he also, his children, they're adults and they still live at home as well. And I, I can respect that. So, so we have so many things that other people might have seen as issues, but we see them as being such beautiful.

Um, we, we, we just get each other completely. But yes, going back to the manifestation process, figuring out what your dream reality is a really, really important factor, because if you don't have a clear idea of what it is that you're wanting, then, you know, our thoughts, Our radio frequency, I mean that, our thoughts are free of power.

That's what we're constantly sending out to the universe. So if we don't know what we want, then heck, the universe is going to be pretty, pretty darn confused too. And um, very clear, concise messages. So, and it was interesting because my words would change over periods of time. So I started off by saying, I am affirmations.

And then, to this point where

Yulia: Can you give us the examples?

Avalon: So, I would say, so, I am in, I am in my desired, uh, relationship. I am adored. I'm treasured. Um, I am, you know, I am, I am well, I'm well looked after. You know, all, all of these, you know, that's, I would do it that way. But now I've changed it. And, and that is probably how many people will start out.

I've progressed to, like, say, the other aspect of it. I'm looking at because now, of course, that one's, that one's a done deal for me.

Yulia: It's it's handled.

Avalon: That's handled. So now it's more business related for me and things that I would like to see within my business. So now I've changed the wording to be stronger wording.

So I have decided, I have decided that I have and then fill in the blank. So I have decided I have 100K followers on TikTok or, you know, fill in, fill in the blank, whatever that may be.

Yeah.

Yulia: Thank you. So that's, that's the magic behind your. really beautiful TikTok channel. I can see that many already acknowledge, uh, that energy, which is emanating from all your videos there.

So it's part of that manifestation process, right?

Avalon: It is. So when I read Tarot, when I read her, and I always knew that Tarot was going to be the gateway for me to meet other people, uh, you know, to, and, and, and the clients. That come to see me, I have a bond, a very deep bond with many of them. I get to know their stories very well.

We quite often write back and forth outside of, outside of, you know, having readings. Um, and, and quite often what I'm doing, I'm not just giving them a tar reading. I'm also suggesting, okay, this is how you can manifest what it is that you want to manifest.

Yulia: So you kind of like do that to twist manifestation, tarot energy.

You said that you are really good in energy sensing. I will not be surprised if you are doing some energy healings,

Avalon: of course, of course, always, always.

Yulia: Oh my gosh. So it's kind of like that all, um, kind of like a complex, um, system, but you, you provide it all at the same time to your clients. Do you understand?

Avalon: That's what I, that's what I feel. And the fact that I have so many repeats that come to see me, and a lot of them I feel come to see me because I'm very, I'm very strong in what I believe in. And if I believe what I'm saying, when I'm reading the tarot, then sometimes they come in and lean on my faith to help them manifest.

I feel like I assist others in their manifestations. Cause like I say, when I believe in something or when I know something, I know it and I can't deny it. So if I'm just saying something and I'm feeling it at the same time, then, you know

Yulia: So I'm really, really excited to understand one thing. So let's, uh, I have two questions for you here regarding the tarot topic.

So first of all, what is tarot for you specifically? You told that you are doing that twist, but what is tarot for you? If you would call it like in two, three words. And secondly, how do you actually like do that manifestation without?

Avalon: So I see, I see tarot as a manifestation tool. I absolutely see it as a manifestation tool.

Um, you know, one of the biggest questions that I get frequently is people who love to read tarot for themselves, but they feel that they're seeing it in a very, um, What would the words be? Um, you know, it's a very slanted, slanted way that they think that their perception of it is biased. They see it in a biased way and I'm only reading it because it's biased.

You know, this is what I'm thinking. So what I say, go with that bias. Go with that bias. Rather than rejecting it, lean into it.

Yulia: Accept it.

Avalon: Accept it and lean into it. And be like, okay, so, you're manif you know, you're the tarot is telling you this, this, and this, and you're thinking that you're only reading it that way because you're biased for that outcome.

I'm like, that's Exactly how you, what you should be doing. Use it for your bias that one. You use it for your highest potential. I get very excited by it. And that is how I use my collective readings, my collective readings that I do on a daily basis. That, that is how I read tarot. It's, it's exactly

Yulia: So can you, can you give us an example? Let's say the person has a bias, right? Some person, I don't know, you may give maybe example of one of your readings, like some general example, and then how do you overcome it? How do you go over it when you do that consultation with that twist to manifestation?

Avalon: Okay. Um, so, um, Okay, so I'd have to think Think of a question, okay, um, uh, a possible outcome.

People often ask me, okay, what is, what is a possible outcome for this? And of course, of course, I always tell them that there are multiple outcomes that could potentially happen for them. Um, there's nothing in tarot that is set in stone because it's an energy based reading. Therefore, it's going to fluctuate depending on your emotions, your mind.

Yeah. Your emotions, your mindset, your self concept, your perception. And if you're in alignment or out of alignment with your soul's purpose. Those are the energies that the tarot is going to read from you. And so really the tarot itself, it shows you which path you are on right now, but that doesn't mean you have to stay on that path.

If there's something within it that you don't enjoy, if that is not your desired outcome, then you have the power within you to go in and adjust. Those emotions, those mindsets, those self concepts, the perception, and feel where you are either in alignment or out of alignment with your soul's purpose. So, you know, and I will present it in just exactly that way.

It'll be like, okay, this is the path that it looks like you're on currently right now, but it can change, you, you have the power to change this if you want it to. So that's how I would use it.

Yulia: I love it. I absolutely love it because you show them kind of like, this is the path if you abide to it, to your bias.

Avalon: Yes.

Yulia: But this is the path when you kind of like look at it from another angle perspective and the power is still in your hands.

Avalon: Absolutely.

Yulia: I love it.

Avalon: Always, always in, in the hands. Yes.

Yulia: So, uh, speaking about you, I was just, you know, when I was going through your profile, I saw that you had lots of twists throughout your life.

And what really caught my attention is that despite the fact that you went through that not really so called happy beginning and you were not born with a silver spoon in your mouth, but you kind of like were overcoming it well by Still being open to that voice. And what triggered me here is that my story as well, for me, it was a really tough pathway.

I always had to battle, for example, in my case, but in your case, it seems like you were following that voice initially and I was thinking, so where did she have that trust from?

Avalon: I've always had it. I've just, I guess I was born with it. My mom, my mom used to say that we came from a very strong line of women and it didn't matter what obstacles were put in our way.

We would be able to. I've always had a positive mindset. I just, I just, I just always have. And so when I would look at certain, um, you know, issues that were brought to me, I would always find myself thinking away around it. How can I, how can I figure this out? Um, but yes, trust, trusting my voice. I, there have been times, I'll be honest, that I haven't listened to the voice inside.

And those were the times when I was at my lowest. Um, and it, it did, and I do believe that during, you know, my, my mid twenties to my thirties, um, a lot of that, I call that my dark era, my dark era, where I felt like I didn't have the guidance, I, I, I had cut it out, and it felt like I dropped fully immersed into 3D reality at that point, and then that's when I had to go through a massive, massive heart awakening, um, and, and, um, Kundalini experience in 2015.

Yulia: So you are kind of too much out of balance.

Avalon: Very, very, very, very out of balance, yes.

Yulia: Let me walk you through that, because some people still may listen to us, who may be still there, or just, you know, there is like this backslash there. So what kind of advice you would give to those people, uh, to those souls who go there, or just like they know that it is so great to be here in the center, but, you know, there is Still that wiring in the brain which keeps you there, keeps you here and there, and you're not in the center.

Like what can, just based on your experience, because it seems like you've done it, and right now you are, you are living a beautiful life. What can help those souls to kind of like bring them back to that center where everything is crystal clear?

Avalon: Yes. So first of all, I would say it's an experience. It's, it's an experience.

And I, I, looking back on it, I feel it was an experience that I really needed to have, or I certainly appreciate it now. I didn't appreciate it at the time, but it has made me, um, a lot more empathic towards others, um, and, uh, completely nonjudgmental. I made so many, if you want to, I, I, I'm going to call them experiences, but people outside would probably think of them as mistakes.

So there's a lot of people in my family would probably look at me and like, wow, she's done, she's, She's done everything wrong, you know, and, and, and potentially that could be the case, but because of that, um, that, that empathy that I have for others, that nonjudgmental, um, I think that also, um, you know, um, attracts a lot of people to me because of that.

They, they know that it doesn't matter what they come to tell me, that there is not going to, I'm not going to be sitting there scolding or saying, Oh, you shouldn't be like that. Or no, I just, I listen and I have empathy, but for those who are in it, there, there is light on the other side. there's, it might be part of your soul journey.

It might be part of your soul journey to experience it. So I had that. And then I, since then I have, even when I have been majorly awakened, I have also experienced deep dark nights of the soul at times. And that, and that was kind of going over things that I'd already healed. So I do believe it's part of a spiritual awakening to understand, um, The entire spectrum, all of it.

Yulia: It's very, very nice to hear someone who went through it, but what would you recommend just for those souls who are struggling just to help them a bit in this process of struggle, because it's so hurting. Sometimes, because you know, they keep going to those manifestation courses, keep listening to stuff, but then they keep failing because this thing between the ears doesn't work.

Avalon: It is the mindset, it is, it, the mindset is huge in regards to that. And often we've had patterns where things haven't worked out for us. And therefore we think it's going to continue on that way. Now, like I said, I've always had a very positive mindset. It's one of my strengths. So, I don't know. I don't know what the answer would be to those that, you know, are struggling and find it hard to have a positive mindset.

I don't quite know the answer to that.

Yulia: Let me ask your channel then, because I know that you're channeling. Can I ask that privilege for that one affirmation, which can be so, like, pure affirmation, which, like, helping those struggling souls. What can be the first thing which comes to you? Maybe it's the first, that thing, which can actually, they write down and keep writing down after the session, because I see that you have such a strong connection.

And we have a beautiful opportunity here, guys, just to hear directly from Avalon and from her channel. And I think that can be a golden information for you right now, for those who are struggling in between center and lack of center, right? Just come back. So if you could maybe, uh, whatever comes to you right now, just share with us that golden information for purity, for center, for just being in that abundance flow.

Because when we are in the abundance flow, everything comes into place.

Avalon: Yes, that's, it's so true. It's so true. So here's two pieces of information that have come through for me. Ones that I have used. And one of them would be mirror work. Standing in front of a mirror and looking at yourself in the eyes and, um, acknowledging where you are at this moment in time and, um, being very loving towards yourself is what I would say.

I would also, um, you know, with affirmations such as that, if, if it was something to do with relationships, then I would be looking in the mirror and saying, I am worthy of being loved. I am loved, cherished, and adored. Um, if it's something to do with mindset, then it would, could be, I am shifting my mindset to one of positivity.

You would, the thing is, is you would have to use words that actually feel true to you. Because there's no point in just mimicking and parroting what somebody else is saying just because they're saying it. It's got to come from within you. I don't believe in fake it till you make it. Um, I know that's something that we have been, you know, but, but honestly, words are so important.

And if you're not aligned. Them, you're gonna be fighting with them.

Yulia: Yes.

Avalon: So you want to try and change your neural pathway. Now, one of the techniques that I used, and it did come to me when you were talking about that, I dunno if anyone has heard of EFT or emotional Freedom Technique.

Yulia: Oh, it, it works so wonderfully well for me also.

Avalon: Yes, me too. Me too. So I had, I had some, there was a point in my life where I really needed to see a counsellor and there was no regular counsellors available, but I needed to see one like, like yesterday type of thing. The only one that I could find was someone that said they did EFT and I had no idea what EFT was.

But it is tapping on meridian points on your body. And I'll be honest, I thought it was absolutely, completely woo woo, but I was so desperate to see somebody that I decided that I would take that appointment and I can tell you, it was completely life changing for me. Um, and so again, if it was. Something to do with mindset, then I would probably go through the Meridian points and it'd be like, I am choosing to shift my mindset.

I am choosing to shift my mindset. And I would go through all the points in the body and I would, I would work with that and then watch and see what words come up to you. And then I would see. start adding those to um, to, to this. Um, so this is going to change your neural pathway within your brain and it helps to assist you in manifesting so much quicker.

So if you're really, really struggling, that is one tip I would give you.

Yulia: Yes, I really, really love it. Just coming back to your story as well, I was uh, experiencing also like lots of traumas in my childhood and everything. And in fact that was a cool, uh, supporting tool along the way. I, I did lots of tools of course, but that's a really, really great supporting tool.

And, um, I still up to now, I'm very grateful that it was introduced to me as well. It was out of the blue. I don't even remember how I bumped into it, but I was continuously asking for solutions and they were coming to me all the time. And now the mirror technique, it also, I remember how it worked miraculously well for me.

I want just to step in and give my story so that all of ours, like who are listening right now, all of these beautiful souls, they would just see both sides, right? How it works. Because we actually learned that way. When we see more and more confirmations of the same thing. So for me, I remember I had I had so many traumas from my childhood, like my father was an alcoholic, like really heavy stagers.

My mom was extremely abusive, like she had, like physically, psychologically, everything was there. It's not just like she was screaming when my ice cream was falling down. That was not the case. I would better not go to the details, but it was much more severe. So just to give you the perspective. And when I went out of that, I had to deal with this, just really deal with this stuff.

Avalon: Yes.

Yulia: And, uh, I remember just after so many years of that struggling, lots of anxiety, OCD, deep depression, you know, all this stuff was like a beautiful combination. So I remember one of the tools which I heard from Louisa Hay, like, uh, she was amazing soul. So, uh, I'm pretty sure, you know, right. So. So she said, come to the mirror, and she has the whole mirror, mirror workbook or something.

And she said, just come there and say, I love you. And I fooled two of you. When I said those words, I was screaming like hell for a day, from pain. When I looked at my eyes, it was not just like, it was like with scream, with everything, because there was so much there, like of pain, I couldn't just even cry calmly.

Can you imagine?

Avalon: It's, it's very intense and a lot of people don't, they are resistant to doing it because of the reaction. Many people do not look in their own eyes. Yeah, they may look,

Yulia: it is actually a working tool,

Avalon: but they often don't actually look into their very soul.

Yulia: Yes, it's actually so easy to read the soul of people all through the eyes.

Nothing can be hidden, Nothing can be hidden, so it's, it's really amazing because I think we are, like, it's interesting how you mentioned that you were considering yourself like high priestess, high priestess, that strong connection to intuition, right?

Avalon: Very much so, yeah.

Yulia: And, uh, guys here, they are slightly limitating in that because we are women, we are more connected and given that gift initially.

We want it or not, we are given that gift. We have to live with this. Yeah.

Avalon: Yes.

Yulia: Yeah, my husband sometimes asks me, how do you read people? How do you actually, she's like, honey, everyone reads people, you know? She's like, we have that internal intuition here.

Avalon: Exactly.

Yulia: I'm not, I, yeah, I'm not that special. So, yeah.

I wanted to ask you, by the way, which card of the Major Arcana right now draws most of your attention? I mean, to which you are clinging to most.

Avalon: Yes, it's really interesting. Because I'm actually teaching a tarot class right now, and that was the question. Which is a beginner's tarot class, and that's what I had them do.

I had everybody pick out their, uh, very favorite card. And it will change throughout time. But currently, mine is the star. For many years, it was the empress. Then it was the high priestess. But currently, right now, it's the star. The star, why the star, um, very, again, very, very healing. Um, I think it reflects what it is that I am, um, trying to do business related.

I'm trying to, so for the longest time I've known that I had gifts, like many of us, we have gifts, but sometimes we don't always want to share them with others, or we feel like if we put ourselves out there, then we're, we're opening ourselves up to, um, all sorts of criticism or, you know, so it can sometimes be scary to share a gift.

So, but now I've really, um, got to the point where it's like, no, actually, I, I have this and why not share? So the star card is very much about the healing of that, it's about your dreams, your goals, your visions, your desires, um, putting your, being a light to others. So, I, I think that's why I'm currently drawn to it the most.

Yulia: Um, I love it. It's just like, I'm trying to search for this card star. Just look at it while you are talking. Because it's, I love to, when someone, especially like experienced as you, like talking about it and just look at symbolism at the same time. So what's next in your spiritual journey?

Avalon: What is next on my spiritual journey?

Well, continuing to manifest certain things with my business. Uh, as far as relationship goes, um, Stephen has asked me to marry him. So we will be getting married.

Yulia: Oh my god, congratulations!

Avalon: And manifestation process with that is, um, we will be buying, although he still lives in my childhood home, we're actually going to be buying another home, um, to share together.

Um, so a lot of manifesting, a lot of manifesting. with this. Um, and, and, and yeah, with the spiritual journey, always ever evolving, ever evolving. And, and, you know, sometimes, sometimes I'm led to, well, I always, always led to different aspects of spirituality and, and, and searching a little bit deeper into those.

Um, so, so yeah, that's, that's kind of what I'm up to right now.

And how about for you?

Yulia: Oh my God, that's a really good question. So right now I think for me, it's all about not me. I'm just like, I'm feeling I lost everything about me at this moment and all what I'm doing is kind of serving, in fact. Even the, like, I had the vision board, honestly, for a while, but I started feeling like it doesn't work for me from, not from the perspective of manifestation.

It just doesn't work for me. It's just, there needs to be something else. And I started really heavily meditating.

Avalon: Okay.

Yulia: And right now I'm super addictive to that. I have a new addiction. I meditate 2 3 hours per day. It's a true story. It's just, you told me that you meditate as well. So you probably can connect to it.

Avalon: Every day. So, so my guides told me to learn to meditate. And I was like, how am I going to do that? How do you meditate? And so they were like, we'll show you. So, um, so meditation for me is, um, you know, it, I know we're often told that it's kind of sitting in silence and blanking your mind, my spirits told me to do the opposite, my spirits told me to allow myself to go wherever it was guided.

And so for me, I got a lot of vision, a lot of visions, a lot of downloads of information. One of the things that I experienced. And I do have to watch the time because I actually do have a reading that I've got to do at three o'clock. But, um, one of the things that I noticed when we talk about guides and spirit guides was it was actually other versions of me that were coming back to teach me.

It was very, very interesting. Um, so connecting with my other selves, um, and, and learning, learning through them. Um, huge manifestation was something that I, like you, I could do for hours and hours and hours and connect. To other versions of myself, um, what's going on in, in all sorts of realms, dimensions, timelines, timelines is a huge thing for me as well.

Yulia: Alrighty. Thank you so much, Avalon. It was so amazing. Honestly, I learned a ton for myself and I hope it brought tremendous value for all the souls, all the beautiful souls who are listening to us. So I will share all the links about you in case if everyone would want to know more story about you below this video. Thank you again. And wishing you a tremendously wonderful journey in your business and your family life.

Avalon: Oh, thank you so much, Yulia, for inviting me. It was an absolute pleasure to talk with you.